This is me..

Something that I have always started out to write, but never quite managed to finish or hit the publish button for.

I sit in the extremely turbulent flight, scared, and glance across at the little girl whose fingers are tightly entwined around those of her mother's! And remember....

Unfortunately, life does move on; and happiness is something I experience every single moment. ...but 'healing', well that is a whole different thing!

There is so much to learn, so much to understand and so many times I want to be in total control. More importantly, there is so much I have lost out on, so much that could have been and so much that I still yearn for. But, LIFE is a Bitch; and some things are just not meant to be!

This is because I can never be complete again; because I love you and miss you.

Found myself today,

Oh, I found myself and ran away.

But something pulled me back

A voice of reason I forgot I had!

All I know is you're not here to say

What you always used to say

But it's written in the skies tonight...

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems Life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong,

When I'm standing in the dark I still believe

Somenone's watching over me!

Seen that ray of light

And it's shining on my destiny

Shining all the time

And I won't be afraid

To follow everywhere it's taking me!

All I know is yesterday is gone

And right now I belong

To this moment, to my dreams.

It doesn't matter what people say

It doesn't matter how long it takes

Believe in yourself and you'll fly high

And it only matters how true you are

Be true to yourself and Follow your heart!

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I still believe

Someone's watching over me!